Not Alice; Not even A little Bit.

and i thought i'd just wait there

so i heard you come up the stairs

and i pretended i was sleeping

and i was hopin you would creep in.

people need to back off. completely. just go away, leave me the fuck alone.
just because you need to be up someones ass constantly, doesn't mean it has to be mine.
when i'm in my apartment, chillin, and i tell you i'm busy, or i dont want to get up and let anyone in
its usually a hint to just leave me alone.
i've told you a million times i have a stupid paper i need to write thats due tuesday. this paper isn't long at all, but its tedious. i have to take a work from before 1860, and create 15 foot notes for it with 15 citations.
granted its only saturday, and i dont have classes on tuesday, and until Midnight to turn it in, but i'm STILL NOT IN THE FUCKING MOOD TO BE BOTHERED.
if you can't tell that by the fact i close and lock my door everytime you leave, you're clearly dense.

like its clearly the weekend, and i've clearly spent every day with you pretty much for the past 2-3 weeks.
I NEED SPACE. back the FUCK UP. and just let me chill in my apartment, doing whatever i want.

if you know i have a migraine, and you KNOW i'm sleeping trying to get rid of it, STOP coming up here just to wake me up to say hi.
WHO THE FUCK DOES THAT.
when you have an issue, no one messes with you, we leave you alone, the second someone even asks something of you when you're not in the mood, YOU FLIP THE FUCK OUT.
but you have every right to use my spare key to come in, wake me up from sleeping 7 times within an hour to tell me hello, see what i was doing, and to tell me you ate a hotdog.

no fucks given.
at all.
this face, is the face of someone who doesn't give a fuck.
take your fucks, and fuck yourself with them
away from my apartment.

i'm angry today. at everything. so people.
go away.