Writer's block

Ive been very blocked lately.

And I cant stand not being able to write.

Its not just this, its anything. Zero desire to write papers, notes, letters, or this. Im completely full of writers block and its killing me.

But at the same time I feel I have nothing to write. Nothing I havent written a dozen times before pertaining to various people who have came in and out of my life.
Im feeling very unemotional, nothing good, nothing bad. Just very neutral, and that bothers me.

It bothers me that I have tried to write a couple different things and I feel as if im forcing emotions to come out to put down. I dont like feeling as if im forcing things. I dont force things, I give up and move on. There's zero sense in forcing something.
What am I talking about again?

I found something that has caused me to go into over analyzing mode and just think about it. I do not care who wrote it, but I care how much feeling there seems to be. But yet, nothing about that person radiated any of it. And I think its absolutely disgusting and repulsive. I hate, and I mean Haaatteee people who spew shit and abuse the English language to get what they want, or to appear different.
If you are going to he a big talker, you better have some super large actions to back yourself up. Nothing about this writing ever excited me or made me smile. Its disgusted me since the day I got it, and ive finally been able to talk about it.

I hate that people can write such "wonderful" things without even meaning it, and yet im fucking sitting here trying to write something meaningful and im completely blank.

I feel its because im going forward, and then stepping back. Nothing is consistent right now, and maybe that says something.