NSometimes I have to write things out so they can stop bouncing around in my mind.
I miss having a motivator in life, and having that person be there to really help push me to where I needed to be, even if it was just by telling me they believed I could do something.
That person mightve been one of the shittiest people I ever met, and evem though I never believed anything else said, I really 120% know that person meant those things said that helped push me to get better and be better.
Only person I ever let read, edit and give input towards the stuff I was writing. It was terrifying the first time but I knew the person was able to be "trusted" not to rip it apart and give constructive criticism, or tell me what parts where strong. I knew this person cared about it too, didnt just read it because I forced it on them.
this i need
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