My State of Grace..

You come around and the armor falls
Pierce the room like a cannon ball
Now all we know is don't let go

So you were never a saint
And I’ve loved in shades of wrong
We learn to live with the pain
Mosaic broken hearts
But this love is brave and wild

And I never saw you coming
And I'll never be the same

can i say something without being

questioned

criticized

put down

told off

yelled at

ignored

blocked

walked away from?

ya damn right i can,

because this is my shit. noone really reads it, and i say whatevverr i want,

no matter who is going to get freakin annoyed or disagree with whats said.

carrying on.

this boy of mine,

for the lack of a noncliche

i'm falllllliiinnnggggggg so stupid hard.

-_-

sounds dumb doesn't it?

i can't even try to explain how i feel, or explain why. im too tired really to try =[

lalalallloooooovvvvviiinnggggggg everyyything about this boy so far.

i wish he was closer

or around a little more often. ive never wanted somebody around so badly before.

My Boyfriend is 18 Hours away from me at all times.

He's about to be 35 hours away in an unmentionable amount of days.

so i'm going from 1,038 miles away from eachother to 2,382 miles.

for a decent amount of time.

that's 3 hours behind me at all times

he shouldn't be going further away, he should be coming closer.

but it's his job i guess. hah. he's gottaaa do it, so im hoping to stay busy and that days go by pretty fast.

my countdown was started a while ago. <3

loovvvinnggg thiss boy fiercely.

come home to be boyyyfrannn. <3!