i should be doing homework, that's really what started all of this.
and i didn't want to update on here until later tonight, to start my 1st day with Cam at NTC posts..
but i needed paper to start doing my homework and so i grabbed notebooks i had in my closet, first fail.
the first one? had a bunchh of drawings, and quotes in it. including notes from my amazing, but deceased friend Mike. i miss him everyday and to see his writing, made me sad and happy at the same time.
"Love always, Mike"
he was perfectttttt. hope you're doing well buddddyy. <3
the second notebook?
was awful. dark passenger filled and just, scary to read.
simply?
i've been writing suicide letters since i was 13.
it might sound morbid, but i keep alot of them, and compile them. not sure why.
i've been hurting myself for over 10 years now, and first started playing life roulette at 13.
that's sickening.
..i feel sick.
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