somethings sitting in me and i dont like it.
there's nothing really there, but its one of those times where i cant seem to figure out what is going on.
i honestly hate feeling like this.
especially when its so close to being so very happy.
i've got less than 48 hours until i see the person who makes me the happiest,
and here i am at 5am not able to turn off my mind of anything and everything.
i wish i could say it was something in particular, or something bothering me
but its not.
its just noise. its like the fucking weather channel, its nothing really important, or life changing, but its still there. still on.
demons are birthing demons.
i need to calm myself down and i really don't know how.
well, i do.
but i wont.
or will i.
i hate this.
why is wonderland so...tricky?
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