not sure where to really start, but then again isnt that how most of these things start?
i'd like to say i'm done being angry, that i've moved on and past everything that i've had to deal with in the past few months, but i honestly feel like it'll never be done and over with.
i think the biggest issue that i cant seem to let go is the fact that someone like him actually exists in this world.
i use to feel sorry for him, and think that he was just misunderstood and had a bad hand in life, now i understand that he really goes looking for his issues.
i've dated some really shitty guys in life, but i honestly feel as if this one gets the award of crappiest ever.
im not saying i was perfect, and that i never did anything wrong and didnt deserve some of the stuff that happened but i dont ever believe that i deserved everything that i had happen to me not even close.
i cant wait until the day i can sit here and say that all the crap ive dealt with in the past year or so has made me a stronger person.
Things have been seemingly different lately. Chosen a completely different rabbit hole, and this version if wonderland seems pretty promising.
Then again, who knows. Believing in impossible things leaves you open to perceive things very differently. Something that appears to be fantastic could change at any moment. Thats life though.
Ending this here. Guess we'll just wait and see.
Here's hoping for the best, and expecting the worst.
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