Bond?

Someone really got into my head at one point of my life.

They said there'd always be a bond between us, something that noone else could ever fill.

A bond that wouldnt ever be matched or even come close. That no matter how hard we tried, we'd fail miserably

I'm constantly trying to match and exceed beyond that bond, because wht have a bond like that with someone in your past?
I'm sure its possible, I believe in impossible things, so why do I find this one so hard?

Someone got in my head at one point of my life, and theyve really got me believing that I'll never have a bond like that ever again,
I'm believing it and I think its stupid.
I hate fighting with myself over trivial things, but I cant help but think about this one often.

The sad part is, I'm sure it was just something casually said to me; not something that person honestly believed.
So im stuck believing and focusing on it while that person has no thoughts about it.

I feel like I'm always the one left behind, despite the fact I'm always the one who leaves.
No one thinks twice after I'm gone, and its sort of a sad thing, to know I'm so easy to leave.

Bonds dont last forever, they break, fall apart and get forgotten about. I cannot wait...