too much of a good thing

i think it's extremely possible for one single human being to have too much empathy,
and let me tell you it's not a good thing

i have this problem where i'm constantly trying to make other people's problems my own, so i can help them to the fullest extent, and im so happy that they're recieving help, that someone is there for them through everything, going above and beyond

that i forget and lost myself completely.

if i could drop everything in life and travel to a suffering country and help, i would.
that sounds normal, who wouldnt want to help if they could?

i just feel like i take on other peoples' pain too easily, and too frequent. any hint of any sadness and someone being alone, makes me extremely upset.



i think this post is done. i absolutely hate it, for no reason at all.