i've had the same advice for myself for almost 7 years now and i'll just keep trying to stand by it.
im holding myself together by very little.
or maybe im not.
maybe im actually completely fine.
i dont really know what im talking about.
i contacted a person who was in my life when things were darrkkkkkk.
because after doing some stupid things, i realized i really needed to thank him
pretty much thank him for the fact i'm still alive.
no one knows he was there through everything, and no one knows how much he helped me.
he's one of theee most genuine guys i've met that honestly seemed to give a shit about me.
it got to the point i was calling him to save me
because the person who was suppose to care was always walking out on me.
he asked how that aspect of my life was, and i was able to tell him i was doing better.
hangin on to those fullmoons.
and he understood what i meant.
you can either fail in a piss ridden bed feelin sorry for yourself and being miserable.
or you can fail while trying your hardest and pushing forward.
valerie get your ass out of bed, go into the bathroom and piss.
yessir.
good things are happening.
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