Tuesday, February 19, 2013

ThingsNotSaid

I hope your doing fine
And if you ever wonder,
I'm lonely here tonight
Lost here in this moment and time keeps slipping by
And if I could have just one wish
I'd have you by my side

i miss you,
and if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday

Please say: "you love me more than you did before
And I'm sorry it's this way
But I'm coming home,
And if you ask me I will stay"

Monday, February 18, 2013

5am revisited Monday Morning

Note to self:

                           I miss you terribly.
                           This is what we call a tragedy.
                           Come back to me
come back to me-
to me.

Sunday, February 17, 2013

#TrueStory

I've been up three days, Adderall and Redbull
This call is a mistake; There’s something strong in this water bottle.
I hear you got a new chick, A dancing little Barbie doll
I feel so pathetic
But you still haven’t heard it all

I ran into your homeboys, they’re all fucking idiots
You’re not even my boyfriend
But they're tripping cause I’m in the club
I’ma send a sexy picture to remind you what you’ve given up

Fuck that new girl that you like so bad
She’s not crazy like me, I bet you like that
I said fuck that new girl that’s been in your bed
And when you’re in her I know I’m in your head

I’m just saying you can't do better
Always turned you out every time we were together
Once you had the best, boy, you can’t do better
Baby, I’m the best so you can’t do better

Truths.

 truth: its never happened.


 truth: no. i deserved this.


 truth: i am starving


 truth: this scares me.


 truth: this is my favorite moment.


 truth: i asked my own mother that once


 truth: this sounds too good to be true.



truth: this is always the most awkward thing ever.

 truth: walking away is best. it's not considered giving up. its putting yourself first.


 truth: over and over again.


truth: this made me happier than i should be.
most of whats been done to me, doesn't show.
the only ones that really bother me are my car accident ones,
that was awful.

Friday, February 15, 2013

lazyfriday

yep. havent gotten out of bed yet, and its 5pm.

ive been tumblinnn bitches.
now im gunna go shower, and make pizza.
bitches love pizza





 this is so hot. my god.