Oreally

This is me taking steps backwards.

It'll be for my own good in the long run, better to happen now.

Gottago

Absolutely hate where I'm at right now and I hate myself even more for that.

The fuck is wrong with me?

This time of year always fucking blows but I have no idea why it blows this time around?

This seriously has gotta stop, because I refuse to let myself stay in bed all the time.
Im just so blahhh about everything. So unhappy and confused and its super annoying to the point I keep breaking grammar rules by using unnecessary 'ands' and run on sentences.

Ive gotta go, and it cant happen soon enough.

Somethings gotta give.

IG

Insane

I've gone through every single emotion today for no reason.

Im very drained

and in a dull state.

Im gunna go watch House on the fetal position now. Ugh.

This Rabbit Hole.. hm?

For realz, give me some patience and some sense of mind?

Because I've got absolutely none right now and I cannot stand the way I'm feeling

Or the things I'm thinking.

This blows to the maxxxx right now.