i tried

i dont even know what to write.

i could write so much,
but cant find even the littlest thing to discuss.


nothing that i want to.



i'll just let it all go for now.

thing from the past resurfaces.

“It'll be no use their putting their heads down and saying "Come up again, dear!"
I shall only look up and say "Who am I then? Tell me that first, and then,
if I like being that person, I'll come up.

if not, I'll stay down here till I'm somebody else"

but, oh dear!' cried Alice, with a sudden burst of tears,

'I do wish they WOULD put their heads down! I am so VERY tired
of being all alone here!”

starting over somewhere again seems like a fantastic idea lately.




even if i'm stuck with a goddamn cat i didn't want in the first place because i knew i'd end up being the one to take care of it, pay for it, keep it.




this entire thing is complete and udder bullshit.

how is this life? f'real

uh

oh lookie,





i'm right back in the same fucking situation.







i'm so glad i did everything i could to prevent it, and still got fucking stuck here.

i'm so annoyed.
alll the time.